crossing everything.....

in the hope that Ciara will sleep tonight. For the last few nights she has woken up about 6 times....I am buggered. Once I get woken up, thats it for me, so if its 4 am, well it makes for a loooooong day. It is also really dragging me down. I have strated thinking about going back to work full time, night shift, but then I think normally and know I could never do that. Its just so hard to stay happy when you feel so sad. It makes me feel like I am a bad Mum and doing something wrong. I also get really shitty and think of other peoples "perfect" babies. It's just hard, but only 4 weeks till school holidays, then the pressure is off a bit. Most nights I get up, but my wonderful husband does too, I can not imagine what I would be like if he didnt. He is such a sweet man.

Nothing else has been happening here. Just the usual day to day stuff. I got some scrapping done. One is a gorgeous pic ofthe kidlets, and the other is one I did for a challenge at the boxx, not to use card as the background. Was a bit hard! Love that pic of them together, they really do love each other so much. And I have got heaps of good pics of Aodhan at the park lately, he is becoming such a dare-devil, such a little boy.

Have a good week everyone!